I am nearly overflowing with very strong emotions this weekend.
Pride, because Sam achieved his yellow belt. I am so proud of him doing this sort of thing at just six years old. His Mum was crying at the award ceremony, because she’s a girl.
Sadness, because of all the Remembrance activities going on. Not just because of the men and women who have died or been wounded, some of whom I knew, but also because it’s a special day to remember my Dad, who spent many years in the RAF himself, and who was, still is, and always will be, a hero to me. He’s been dead for two years now.
Contentment, because I’m at a point in life where I know what I’ll be doing “most” of the time in the future, and that‘s a novelty. I’ve been working my nuts off for a while, and I’m happy now that I have a predictable, some might say boring, few months ahead. I am Very happy with that.
Anxiety and/or
Terror, because I have been summoned to The Bank. I don’t know why, but you can bet it’s not going to be pleasant!
But, returning to the title, you know what? I have found myself with an Ayrton Senna in me sky rocket, and I’m going to go to the pub to watch the FA Cup football this afternoon! Hey Big Spender!
p.s. if you can, please spare a thought for the husband of one of my sisters, who has just lost his own dad.